Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Not Bullet Proof After All

Its ironic
The time taken to decide a matter of 2 years, in just 2 nights
After the second conversation

Its ironic
A call to end began with a question of how to move forward

Its ironic
The diary entry saying everything changes today, I now know what to do

Its ironic
The one secret fear I shared you made true

Its ironic
That day I was reading lots of stories about optimism and great reliance on God; about His decisions and fate as we know it. I  kept myself solid, I knew nothing could faze me. I thought I knew how to feel. I was wrong.

Maybe it is true, I'm not ready.
My services to my family
My own prayers
My own thinking
May own thoughts

Wake up buddy !

You're not bullet proof after all.